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2008-01-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

MOVED TO http://you-dumbdumb.blogspot.com/

2008-01-15T20:11:00.000-08:00

Work 'eat' my time away with my friends and boy. RAH!
BUT work = money & experience.
Irritating pig.
Jul went to visit when I'm already home! Ha!

Okay. Going work soon. BYE!

Oh yes, today is my first day for adult fare! F!

2008-01-10T06:13:00.000-08:00

SO CHIO PLEASE! RAH! Probably i will be getting it next month.

2008-01-09T03:20:00.000-08:00

I'm only left with hundred plus to survive till my next pay. This is horrible!
AND I bloody hell spent like 200$ plus at zara last week although i saved like 200$ plus too (because of sales). RAH! And i actually plan to spend more at zara after getting my next pay. (something wrong!)

I can't go to most of the gathering due to my work! F!
BTW I'm totally fine now :)

I hope money will drop from the sky just for me.

2008-01-03T20:45:00.000-08:00

I hate it when i can't stop crying every night.
Worse of all things are still as bad after all the cryings.
Can someone just tell me what to do?
I'm tire of my life.

byebye my love, :'(

Won't be blogging anymore. Till things get better.

2007-12-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

ERROR!

2007-12-24T11:14:00.000-08:00

Mum is back finally! And she got me a burberry perfume as a x'mas gift. HAPPYHAPPY!
Darling sent and fetched me from work yesterday! And he got me a classic jewelry box as x'mas present. SUPERHAPPY!
The gathering at workplace was quite alright too. I got a frosty cup as a x'mas present. :)
And went to shop around with my colleague yesterday due dinner break and i got myself two tops from cotton on as a reward for working so hard!

Will be celebrating dad's birthday tomorrow at a teochew restaurant. It's a early celebration because that's the only day when everybody is free.

Going vivo later with darling but no shopping :(

Alright that's all for today. :)
Anyway I can't upload any photos because I couldn't find the wire! HA! That's really sad.

2007-12-20T17:00:00.000-08:00

Once i get my pay I will get myself 4 zara items!
And i want a Dell laptop.
And i want to go shopping.
RAH! PAY FASTER COME PLEASE!

2007-12-18T20:52:00.000-08:00

I got good progress award. HA! First time in dunearn sec school!

I can't upload pics. bye.

2007-12-13T16:41:00.000-08:00

Work is getting more fun :)

I'm meeting my sister at her school later for brkfast! Because mum is in china for holidays now! RAH! Life without mum for just 1 day = HELL!!!! So 10 days = HELL x zillionsss I seriously miss her.

After that towning with siew for my stuffssssss ! ;))))

2007-11-29T13:02:00.000-08:00

Alan`, Karol, Julius & Peiqi: I'm lazy !!
Julius and Karol are perverts..
Alan : Once rotten always rotten. And $13 500 per month isn't a lot actually. HA! I worth more than that.
Huiwen: HA! I msged farisa and asked her. In the end she said is spoilt. =( I want the vcd/dvd luh.
Youmin, karol & alan: relinked! =)
Julius: LINKED!
Siewyee & Julius: I'm not emo please! RAHH!

I read this somewhere online "If someone finds you attractive when walking past you. They will look into your eyes for a second, look down and look back at you after 20 seconds."
I suppose the 20 seconds is when you start to think if that person really attracts you?
But I feel that it's more like that someone dislikes you ( They will look into your eyes for a second, look down ).
Or maybe that only applies to the same sex not opposite sex?
Honestly I don't believe in love at first sight.
It's kind of bullshit isn't it? Or maybe it just shows the realistic you. :x
From what i observed, boys are much more realistic than girls in their choice of partner.
F life!

Okay, back to my life.
Went pooling yesterday. And yes pool is funnier than bowling!
If I'm super rich, i will get myself a pool table at home. FOC! =)
Yes, life is all about money.
F life again!

Below are pq's birthday pics.

2007-11-23T22:49:00.000-08:00

Super Happy Mood :)

Yesterday -- Prom!

Went to face bioskin (i think) at HV for make up & hairdo AND express manicure.
The makeup artist there are friendly ppls :) OH YES, Karol is the most successful celebrity. Peiqi and I are failure for that. :(

Backview of my hair :)

Took this while ppq is busy being serve!

After the makeup and so we cabbed to the wrong Hotel. Credits to Karol eh.

Okay,
PROM = PHOTO TAKING SECTION!
The food is not up to standard! AND the games wasn't fun!
After Prom went to TCC till 1 plus and cabbed home with ppq.

Richie & I :)

John & I :)

Old White & I :)

Honghao, ME, John & Hengheng :)

Charlotte & I :)

Joash & I :)

The group :)

Sukri & I :)

Wilson & I :)

Brenden & I :)

Siokming & I :)

SuanHong & I :)

WQ & I :)

Labin & I :)

Halimah & I :)

Pretty ART Friends & I :)

ME :)

Dimir & I :)

TABLE 8 for us :)

The Girls :)

Joshua , Richie , ME & Junyang (2nd runner up for prom king) :)

ME , charlotte & Su phyu :)

Siew & I :)

Vicki & I :)

LJ , ME , 38 & Harshbrown :)

HUIHAN & I :)

Hariz & I :)

S Club 7 :)

Weiquan & I :)

Joel & I :)

Demond & I :) [I'll miss your canteen story!]

Peirong & I :)

Weijie & I :)

Rotten Man, ME & Nana :)

Rotten Man & I :)

Halizah & I :)

oppsy guava(last time nick), ME & cons :)

Afqi & I :)

Hafiz & I :)

The 'Boys' & I :)

Liyana & I :)

Siew & I :)

Sorry if i spelled the name wrongly :)

2007-11-21T23:02:00.000-08:00

I miss the feeling of studying :(

2007-11-20T16:59:00.000-08:00

Find this for me and i will love you to death :)

2007-11-17T18:25:00.000-08:00

I'm jobless again! HA!

update and reply to tags later. =)

2007-11-13T10:26:00.000-08:00

I'm bore now.

Yes, Rotting.

NObody is at home...

Going out with the troublesome woman later =x

2007-11-12T10:13:00.000-08:00

When Everything Isn't As Nice As What You Want It To Be, What Will You Do?

I will be closing my friendster soon.

Those who adore me , like me , admire me or even love me , blogger is the only way you can know about my life! =)

BUT I seldom update. SO sad huh.

Maybe there's only one thing that i couldn't bear to part with friendster is the Friendster Horoscope! Rah! It's always so true. Alright never mind.

I going job hunt later again with the person who address me as bibi yesterday night!

I need a job badly now. Don't ever ask me why, you won't understand.

Okay, BYEBYE!

How far will you go for your true love?

Maybe it's true that a crazy person is the happiest person.

I Will Just Sit Down And Cry.

2007-11-10T17:28:00.000-08:00

Recently I read a love novel and somehow got to know more about Psychology.
They give people hope and bring them back to reality.
Suddenly i feel like being one too.

& somehow i no longer look forward to prom night anymore.

I'm a anti-social lady. Most likely i will be closing down my blog.

2007-11-06T13:22:00.000-08:00

O's over! Next is job hunt! AH BOY!! Contact me when you this! Rahh!

And long lists of wanted items going to be produced! HA! That will be my "notes" !

2007-10-10T01:50:00.000-07:00

When i piled it up inside , it's my fault.
When i said it out, it's my fault.

I wanted to talk to someone but somehow i find it useless.
I cried every single day but who knows? :'(

2007-09-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

I had fun today=) Yes. I feel blessed, happy and everything else that are nice. =) Had dinner at 163. The auntie gave us free luo han guo dessert! Ha. We talked about the past, those fun times. Yes! So much more interesting than my boring study life now!

And mad came to my house today!

My beloved friends, thankyou for the sexy present and nice cakes=) I'm touched!! After all the fun, joy and laughters, it's time to chiong for O' !!

Lastly, I will upload photos tomorrow or so after i received the pictures from wei jie! HA!

What's most important in life is to be happy !!

I love mad and my friends, those who are here for me today. And not to forget huiwen and amanda! (I typed these with love!)

2007-09-21T23:30:00.000-07:00

HELLO 14MTHS! Time flies in a scary speed! RAHH! Anyway went to picnic with darling today to celebrate our BIG day. We had a great time. It's tiring too. DARLING WROTE ME A LETTER! =) He read it out to me and i cried. Urgh. So touching=)))) OK! I will update photos tmr.

I'm a happy girl =)

2007-09-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

http://threadless.com/product/926/Moral_Of_The_Story

That tee-shirt is super cute! HA! Reminds me of my childhood. Those times are so much better than now!! I want it so much! But i got no money!! URGH! Stupid shopping. I hate shopping. I still need to pay money for some of the items that I had ordered long ago. Please money come to me, come to me!!

If only we dont use cash as money but hair as money! WOW . Then I will be super rich. Everyday sit at home and wait for my hair to grow. Oh no. Then men will be so much poorer than women! HAHA! 1 cm of hair = SGD 1 !

Anyway darling is mad at me! Actually not really mad but disappointed? RAHHH!!

Alright. I'm going to count how many hair I have on my head, so if hair (really) = money i will know how rich I am!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

2007-09-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

For this moment , my blog isn't dead =) !

ALRIGHT MAD POP TMR! AND PRELIMS GOING TO BE OVER SOON! O COMING! BUT BEFORE THAT I NEED TO CURE MY DARK RINGS!!

2007-08-25T19:55:00.000-07:00

Rihanna is HOT ! But she's 'abit' too hot for me ! RAH!

Update some other day! =)

2007-07-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

huiwen : yesyes! It's extremely fast luh. Still remember first time having brkfast with mad you were there too! HA! Ok, Hope you and your bf can last till so long too =) && i miss you, hope to see you somewhr out there!!

Later going out! But go whr? I also don't know! RAH! But i suggested to go back to the same place and have the same food we got 1 year before! I'm so romantic , Wahaha! I don't feel like going shopping every sat anymore. RAH! Maybe this shall be the last shopping trip for these few months. OH NONO! There's two more to go! URGH!! && sorry darling! I didn't get any presents for you.

- dogged determination to score 7(L1R4) for O'

2007-07-20T20:47:00.000-07:00

siewyee : OH NO! Don't stare at me!!! -hide . HA!
alan`: HAHA! Try drawing on ppl you don't like! You will feel high you know!?
siewyee: Blah Blah Blah , yeah you know already.

huiwen: HAHA! yes! That's shameless creature! Let's pray together! Hope that her life won't be a easy one! =x

alan`: YES! THAT hairdresser = MONSTER!! RUN!!!!

This is what happened when i wear one of the malay costume! HA! But is when i did some big movements like stretching!! RAH! So ! I decided to wear the purple-blue one! =) If not it will be so paiseh if this happens in school!!

I LOVE 21.07.07! It's Racial Harmony Day! But of course that's not the main reason , it's idris&chujun being together for 1 year too! =) YEAH! It's time to celebrate =D!!!!

I watching Die Hard 4.0 later! YES! THANKYOU LJ!

2007-07-15T12:30:00.000-07:00

For no reason i feel like posting these two pic! HA! OH! & if you feel that I'm talking about you. Then pray hard that these won't happen to you ! HAHAHAHAHA! But before that don't be too sensitive HOR!!

2007-07-14T17:32:00.000-07:00

DARLING IS OUT! YEAH! Anyway he told me a lot of things about him inside. Sad for him=(

So we went town yesterday=) Shop around and i got a bag! HAPPY! & darling saw a lot of his friends! RAHH HIM! OH ! AND look at my hair length! ASS! I wish i can kill the hairdresser! RAHH! CHOP HER TO DEATH !!

&& I read a newspaper article that day and there's this guy listening to iPod and kanna stuck by lightning! SCARY!! Of course he didnt die but he got a black piece of skin of his face ! The ear nearby ! =( SO TO all the iPod user and my friends DON'T use iPod if there's thunder!!

I had warn darling about it=0

2007-07-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

TO:

huiwen: YA LOR . Very long ago liao! Yeah, that day we talked a lot=) !! Next time i find you talk better be free for me huh! HA! MISS YOU! LOVE !
youminn: Take care too! =) GUIDES!
chuwen: HAHA! =)
Manda: MY oral end already! HAPPY! =) Miss you! RAH!

RAHH! NOT OUT TODAY BUT TOMORROW!

ALL = asshole plus shit!!

i hope i can talk to someone now , suddenly i'm confuse ..

2007-07-07T19:51:00.000-07:00

I hugged this cute little boy goodbye!! =))

OH!!

Darling told me he lost 5 kg ! ENVY! I wish to lose 5 more kg too! =)

& darling's birthday was already halfway planned! I'm sure that he will be very touched!

This is very long ago! How funny can we be ?! HA!

2007-07-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

Zi Hong: RAHH ! What yuan yuan! ;@
des: YAO GUAI!!

Ade: HELLO! =)
Zi Hong: OK! Linking & wht chua tio? URGH you! I will eat a lot of you !! HA!
Peiqi: HA! You yi ki pig ar !!

chuwen: Don't think buying already ! NO $$ !! =(

siewyee: I miss working cus I miss the cute boy ! HA!
victor: HELLO back! =)

des: You are just jealous that i had pizza ! HAHA!

clarinda: Yeah! Thank you for you love and care! =)

CassandraH: Yeah! I will! LOVE YOU!

alan`: THANKYOU! =)
Jullz: Work at converse was alright ! HA! & the doughnut is just another doughnut! RAHH!
Huiwen ♥: Yeah. I won't be sad just very sad ! HAHA! LOVE !!!
karol: The librarian don't like you !! =x
alan`: GO out solo with me very fun one hor !! HAHA!

SEE ! SO CUTE !

& i pity the injured BOY ! RAH!

This is steamboat with siew on 2nd of july! We got our pay and went to spend it all! HA! & we smell so much like steamboat after steamboat-ing! I still think marina there one is nicer !=x

THE STEAMBOAT AT MARINA! LONG AGO! =(

When darling was out last week !!

2007-06-29T04:41:00.000-07:00

2007-06-21T23:12:00.000-07:00

It's 21 again ! HAPPY ! =)

Today is the last day of work ! HAPPY ! But then hor NO WORK = NO MONEY LEH . =( RAHH !

Anyway the pay won't even be enough for me to do a full body hair removal treatment! HAHA ! =( && I saw a converse jacket and i feel like buying but then thinking quite a waste of money leh. I also dont really wear one. But i can get discount leh. Almost half price. RAH! It's something stressful. IMPORTANT !! There's this guy from Levis very cute leh ! HAHA! Should show mad think he will agree with me.=)) SO CUTE !!!!!! RAHHHHH!!

I went home alone today and walked the wrong way to the bus stop twice ! =x I keep U-turn! Oh ! I also want to do volunteer work. Yiying (spelling) teach disability children and she told me a bit about it! I'm really interested =) After O' ! Yeah ! I will join her =) HAHA! But then i didnt get her no. leh ! WAH ! HOW? =(

I saw leibing (spelling) today at bus stop! HAHA! Qiao leh . OKAY TMR MAY BE A BUSY DAY FOR ME ! YEAH ! I DONT WISH TO COME ONLINE TMR ! =x

SIEW & NUTS = PROMTERS! NUTS is better=)

YA! KNOW WHAT? Today after eating i went to the toilet. Then after toilet i saw seats outside the toilet there. Then I'm like think if go back stuff room there rest very troublesome why not rest here instead. YEAH ! So i rested there. Suddenly one of the staff from Kappa came , he going to the toilet then he saw me ! URGH ! I'm so paiseh lah ! Cus is like i rest outside the toilet there ! HAHA! Stupid !

BYEBYE READERS ! =)

sorry reply tags other day ! I'm lazy =x TAG MORE !!

Can we measure love?

2007-06-20T09:02:00.000-07:00

In 1 sec a lot of things can happened . Agree? Yes . There may be people eating , talking , watching television , having sex , giving birth and so on . It is impossible to have 2 person or more to do the same thing at the same time and same place . Right?

I'm toasting pizza ! HOHO ! My breakfast ok? But then i feel like eating Big Breakfast ! RAHHH!

Anyway work yesterday was really boring cus is weekdays compared to weekends there's a big difference ! Lucky i work in the air-con room if not i think i may melt! BUT yesterday was really cold. My head hurts cus of that ( i think so ) . & i vomited last night ! URGH ! I'm dying soon ....

Suddenly don't feel like eating the pizza liao ..

SCREW YOU AR !!!

2007-06-17T09:18:00.000-07:00

I'm having FEVER ! RAHH , I dont like . Still rmb there's a time when i'm having high fever my whole head really seems to be spinning and everything around me seems to move faster ! I still rmb how scared and worried my mum was then .

I felt a bit plus a bit more better today . But my face is still hot ! Yeah , I'm hot .. =)

Working later ! BYE !!

Why cant you wait till i reached home msg you? Is it because you don't really bother whether i'm fine a not. Do you know how sad am i when you sent me msg that saying you going sleep already =( You aren't there for me when i need you the most ...

2007-06-16T09:44:00.000-07:00

Went manda's house yesterday . & i feel weird on the way there cus i'm walking alone . Last time huiwen & i will go manda's house together . And we always pour out all our sorrows . And we will cry together . And we will ask manda to cook her na shou maggie mee! Somedays later i hope it will happened again ...

Anw was suppose to study at her house but i think we talked too much . OVER ! =x Aiya but then when girls get together sure talk one mah !! IF don't talk then i think there's something wrong . =)

I'm having serious headache for 2 days already. Yesterday night the way mum look at me as if i'm going to die , as if something bad had (or going to) happend . She seems to have something to tell me . I hope that i'm thinking too much , a bit too much .

2007-06-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Went raffles city , suntec and marina square with alan that heart broken plus break ppl's heart guy ! =x

We took MRT and know wht ? Some people is so St***d asked me to alight at Raffles station (btw only me and alan so you (readers) should know who is that St***d one ) =X

We walked out of the MRT station and this person said to me ' oh not alight a Raffles is City Hall ' something like that !

RAHHH !! SO we went in back to the MRT station and took 1 station to City Hall !! The correct station to Raffles City !! Okay ! We waited for 4 bloody hours for the doughnuts . YOU KNOW YOU KNOW ? THE FAMOUS ONE ! YEAH ! THAT --->

SEE ! We got our gossips and mp3 to accompany us through the long 4 hours !! Still got people bring laptop ,homework and see see behind us psp !! HAHA!

So AFTER LIKE 4 HOURSSS.. We finally get the dougnuts! We ran towards the shop okay?! SUPER MA ZHU GAN ! Wanted to get a ALDO handbag but is like 59$ ! FAINT ! SO NOT WORTH IT ! SO i didnt get it ! But i really like it leh ... URGH !

Shopped around the three shopping complex and i got NOTHING ! NOT a single thing! That is the boring-est part of shopping .

I really hate it when the train is loaded with people . I mean like they are workers . They work ! Why can't they take a cab home or buy a car instead ? Public Transport should be meant for non-workers and elderly ! =) We are poor people ..

Oh ! Alan saw a lot of his friends and i saw non of mine ! Suddenly i feel that i'm so not socialable ! URGH! Idiotic ! I shall be friendly and socialable too ! But then going around getting along with people that i'm not close in ... erm ... is like so wth ! STUPIDLITY !

SORRY MR! Your bloody attitude only affect my mood for 2mins ! Why not get all your clothes , pants , every single thing you can get from the attitude shop ? It matches your character ! GOGO !!

2007-06-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

Time to change blogskin ! But i'm like so lazy .. So ya nvm.

I WANT MAHJONG !! Rahh . But it's on bloody idiotic thursday . I'm not free . =(

11 more days to go ..

I want to marry you =)

2007-06-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

Went to study with alan & karol yesterday!

We got this from the librarian when we are out to mac for lunch ! He/She put it on the table (my place) . Rahh

We talked a lot . A BIT too much ! I only managed to revise 3? chps for chem & is the first 3 chpts ok?!! URGHHH !

Karol went town to meet her mum after that . So alan and i walked around the boring causeway and we decided to go IMM for mudpie again! In the end we didnt have mudpie we got ourselves some little food . OK. I saw a lot of nice brassss . I WANT!!

Today is just another day without darling but I STILL HAVE MY FRIENDS=)

LAST FRIDAY .

Went bugis with my sister .

SO that day is just another day(except morning) without idris !

TODAY !!

I'm bore like anything . Wanted to go jogging in the end i came my period ! URGH ! Miserable.

And somehow i went to see the videos in my hp and i saw a video of desmond taken by siew! BUT i dont know how to upload it ! RAHH. Irritating leh .

Anyway i was reading online magazine that day . There's this url inisde -http://www.zero3sixty5.com/ that guy is so cool ! He's so good at designing! Envy!

Okay. That's all ! Bye readers.

IMISSIDRIS

2007-06-08T09:57:00.000-07:00

8 Jun 07, 04:39passerby: I used adoble photoshop =)
7 Jun 07, 18:38Manda: I miss you too ! Rmb next week hor ! We shld start planning the date and time .
6 Jun 07, 20:23Peiqi: yeah. cute leh . hahaha .
4 Jun 07, 22:51karol: yesyes. thankyou.
4 Jun 07, 22:25siewyee: i will my lover !! haha =)
4 Jun 07, 19:39alan`: yesyes . thankyou =) But dont be irritated if i really call you at midnight !!haha .
4 Jun 07, 18:29Peiqi: i think i will only post longer entries when my mood became much better. yeah . =)
3 Jun 07, 11:18youminn: Oh. miss you too . I haven link you=X
1 Jun 07, 22:06siewyee: You are not only Prata queen but also kpo queen huh . hahaha.
28 May 07, 22:09karol: Maybe i will change the skin next time . LAZY =X!
27 May 07, 00:01alan`: YES ! WE chiong thru hours of chinese !
26 May 07, 23:50siewyee: PLS ! SHAWN IS MY HUSBAND NOT YOURS ! =)
26 May 07, 09:12alan`: YEs ! I gonna score very well for my O ! you too ! chiong ar !!!
24 May 07, 22:36Peiqi: Ya lah . NYAA & Geo Headquarter !!
24 May 07, 21:50siewyee: Yeah . SO DUMB !

Is it 2 months or 2 weeks? 2 weeks still okay, 2 months? I can die ar !!

Darling look like shrek hor ! So cute=)

I will make friend with the time so that it will move faster for me ..

I miss you a lot a lot ... just one msg and no more .... ='(

2007-06-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

I will keep myself busy for 2 weeks ! PEOPLE ASK ME OUT ! MAKE ME OCCUPIED=)
Sat studying . Anyone want to go too ?

Anyway i dropped sailor from the railing LUCKILY he's alright ..

I believe tears will come tonight. =(

2007-06-03T22:13:00.000-07:00

Give me one billion reasons that i should not be sad ... ='(

Time should not exsit in this world .

2007-06-01T19:59:00.000-07:00

I think it's time to think ...

2007-05-28T17:34:00.000-07:00

YOU ARE JUST SOME BLOODY FAKER !! SCREWED MY DAY !

Chinese was alright ..

2007-05-26T07:50:00.001-07:00

LUDLOW wallet(LV)! I LIKE ! Someone buy for me=)

2007-05-25T20:08:00.000-07:00

BLOODY RESULTS! NOBODY SEE MY EFFORT ! ='( I think even if i top the school i still won't be the best in their eyes..

2007-05-24T20:25:00.000-07:00

REPLY(ies) TO

clarinda: YA !! PENGUIN! hahaha . LOVE !
alan`: Yeah. you saved me ! Not like chris don't care me ! urgh.
des: I got uglier one okssss?! hahaha=0
Ade: Yeah. Of course ! I'm a happy woman ! You too ! happy woman!=) LOVE !
♡ berlin: I got good taste ! wahaha .
noella: I will relink soon+)!! haha
CassandraH: Haha .I haven relink you ! urgh . Lazy -x LOVE !
alan`: I didnt see you too ! mugging -no brk !
huiwen: Love you too! Great hug is only use by me ok?! haha.

Today we did the Nation Building course and it was really fun ! Can bulid zoo - night safari and there is a gorilla jumping there ! Super cute -)

Okay , did CIP today ! And dumb siew actually believed us (ppq and me) that we are going to the headquarter to do the CIP . HAHA ! FUNNY HER ! CIP was fun. Zihong got a funny incident ! HOHO!

Tmr is report book day. DIE ! I got bad results. -(

Today is POP day ! I'm old , We are old !

IMPORTANT - I miss Mad , Mad miss me ! =)

Anyway i agree with this " it takes lifetime to bulid a friendship but it takes a second to destroy it " =(

2007-05-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

Julius's house day ! =) Watched A Lot Like Love for the second times and i think i got a better understanding about the show ! =0

Anyway chinese O is coming ! It's something real scary ! I want to get A1 !! NO ! IS A MUST ! =)

This is the most wanted penguin in jul hse!

The lift that can 'tahan' 900 kgssss

I love all my friends=))

DESMOND - The stressful chairman !

This is the stressful ass.chairwoman!

THE END ! =)

2007-05-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

DARLINGidris not doing OT today ! Because he want to meet me !!! Wahahaha . SO NICE =))

TOMORROW IS OUR 10 MONTHS !!!! RAHHH !

2007-05-19T22:45:00.000-07:00

TO :

siewyee , yeah i GOT the nano already =) Love you so much ! wahaha .
alan , eeee ! Act kind =x hahaha . yeah . But THANKYOU TOO +) willing to cry with me and helped me with the nano thingy =)
peiqi , OH NO YOU ! Act blur ! The period formula is like so easy to rmb ! hahaha . I hope it do helps you to memorise it =) AND I LOVE YOU =0 AND YEAH I'm NUTS !! wahaha .
Clarinda , yeah ! mid-yr over ! Time for a little SHOPPING ! wohoo .
YOUMIN , I think i rmb you . HAHA . Ok . Will link you soon =)
berlin , YES ! So sweet of me =)!! I'm a nice girlfriend ! WAHAHA !

Wonderful day with DARLINGidris =) And of course with friends =)

Finally meet MANDA that super late woman. Think she can win ppq already. =x The super late woman is late for 50mins today ! Bloody late !! Okay so we have a double date today . haha . Was suppose to be we both go shop only ! In the end the super late woman's darling want to go too. So ya i told DARLINGidris how pitiful i will be alone. And he can't bear to let me be sad and alone so he went too !! Wahahaha . I'm evil & DARLINGidris is nice =) (for today only) =x

Went town first and i got my everlast bag for 20$ only !!! hahahaha . (SAYANG no worries i won't throw away the precious num bag you bought for me) =)

Then went to bugis . Bought tickets for spiderman3 and went to find 'boylish' huiwen ! =x I think only she herself and me know why she is 'boylish' ! haha

Talked and joked around . After that went to buy food to smuggle into the cinema . & DARLINGidris is really bad . He make fun of the girl at BK till the girl really cannot tahan ! Then i just keep laughing . HAHA!

The movie was alright .. After movie the super late woman went to have Lasksa with the bf and DARLINGidris and me headed back home ! He sent me home =) And he fetched me too!! AMANDA envy hor?! =x

Lastly i love DARLINGidris and my good friends=))!!

for now i will spend as much time as possible with you ...

2007-05-18T12:16:00.000-07:00

Gave sayang a surprise yesterday ! It's our 300 days so i drew a A4 size 'poster'(i drew him like an insect=x (too tire)) , wrote 121 notes on the reason i love him (actually wanted to write 300 but too tire =x)and a gave him Ipod Nano as a present ! OH ! Yes i know ! I'M A NICE GIRLFRIEND ! =))
Anyway one of DARLINGidris's working friends perform some magic and I'm seriously amaze ! I ALSO WANT TO LEARN MAGIC!! MAGIC !!!!

Okay ! I got back quite a few paper and i failed two for the time being ! Mum(Me too) isn't happy with the result at all .

Chinese overall - 76.5/100
English paper 2 - 23/50 =(
E.maths paper 2 - 57/100 =(
A.maths paper 2 - 34/80 =(
Physics overall - 63/85

Results are bad ! =( I need to work harder !!!!!!

I will cherish the time now ...

2007-05-14T12:34:00.000-07:00

Dad is singing! Those Hokiean(spelling) songs with sexy woman is bikinissss ! hahahahaha !!

AMATHS I LOVE YOU! I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU WELL !!

Colleting Ipod later ! WAHAHAHA !! =)

2007-05-12T09:50:00.000-07:00

Watched Alot Like Love at sayang's hse ytd ! Seriously i don't understand what is the story about but i think the ending is QUITE touching ..

Exams last week! & the easiest paper is phyics . OTHERS? I don't think i can score well . SADness ... MORE TO GO NEXT WEEK !!

Oh i teached ppq how i remember the formula , E=VIT !! V-very I-important T-teddybear . YEAH and the PERIOD thingy ! hahaha . =) TEDDYBEAR !!!

Siewyee is from mistress club=x ! RUN!

I can't wait to surprise DARLINGidris. I wonder what will be his reaction .

I seriously hope .. hope that time will stop right after mid-yr . PLEASE ='( anyone willing to cry with me ?

THINK HAPPY AND LIVE HAPPY !!

I miss you AH BOY !! =))

2007-05-05T21:20:00.000-07:00

TO

alan : yeah . books is my new best friend=) !

siew : welcome & no third time !

chuwen : haha ! LAME leh you .

The bid is successful ! I'm SUPER happy =) !!! THANKYOU sieWYEE !

Study with siew just now and both of us have eyelids that weighted a ton!!

Anyway Social Studies and History is stressing me but i won't give up! I want to score well ! =)

BOOKs !

belongs to siew !

DARLINGidris i miss you. OH ! I accompained sayang to Takawndo (spelling) Training that day! I'm a nice girlfriend=)

WARM UP! (so cute ! =D)

2007-04-29T01:01:00.000-07:00

siewyee: haha . Like what mr beh said , no stamina ! HOW YOU RUN YOUR 2.4 one !? =x

ADE: (: ehhhh you. I'm not sad ! =) hahaha . Don't anyhow say =x LOVE !

manda: oh whatever you. =x I DO MISS YOU BUT I THINK I MISS MAD MORE +))!!

alan`: hahaha . I don't mind if you spread it. I'm OPEN-MINDED ! =)

berlin: yeah . wild woman ! =x agree ! just stay happy =)

I hope the bid thingy will be a successful one !

The happy 9 months =)

He always try his best to act cute=x WAHAHA !

DARLINGidris came my house yesterday & he acted paiseh ! ACT ACT ACT !

Tmr watching 200 pounds beauty with darling after studying ! yoyoyoyo ! =)

Sometimes i really wish that i can just somehow got myself a 1 billion US dollars . Then i don't need to study anymore. It's such a tiring thing . =(

2007-04-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

I learnt somthing. Even if you are sad , there isn't a need to show it. Just stay happy. Eventually whatever bad things that are happening now , you will get used to it. By then you will not be sad anymore. I will smile the sorrows away!

I going to do something very sweet for him but i can only do it next month because of $$$ !

Will be back to update soon.

2007-04-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

Life isn't good these few weeks . I always thought everything will be alright soon . I tried my best to think positively . I tried my best to make everything perfect back . Just now everything almost end again . I don't know how long i can take it but no matter what i will hold on .
I tried to commit sucide that day but obviously it was not successful if not i won't be typing here right now . That is so foolish of me. I won't do it again.
Talked to helmie that day. & he told quite a lot of things. We laughed at our stupid past & he gave me quite a few advices. It is just believe or not , trust or not .

I got a stressful life & i may be dropping ART . But it is still under consideration .

He & She both cried . She learnt her mistake but will He?

Anyway i won't be blogging anymore. I'm a emotional person & he do not like it. I don't wish to pollute my blog with all the sad entries. I will only blog when life is better.

To all my friends thankyou so much . -lovelove

To CassandraH - Thankyou=) I believe you will see my smile soon !! -lovelove
To Brenda - It is like finally you tagged my blog ! ahh you .
To Adeline - I will be fine soon ! -)

2007-03-29T20:23:00.000-07:00

I hope everything will be totally alright soon .

Anyway i made a video & sayangidris is touched ;)

Alan : ThankYOU !! =)
Huiwen : Yeah . nice chatting .=) MORE CHATs .
Liyana : You are a great friend . =) thankyou so much for your care & concern . =)
CassandraH : You are so nice too . =)) thankyou & everything will be fine soon for me i believe=)

2007-03-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

I hope i can share everything , every single things with someone . Because i think i cannot take it anymore . I feel like banging my head against the wall once again. Do you know how it hurts when u sent that message ? Worse of all , you act as if nothing happened and asked me things like "What you doing now ? "

I wonder if ever i die who will be the first to know about it other than my family. Maybe after a few weeks my friends found out and they will said " huh ? chujun is dead ? " Or will i just die with only my parents ,sister &brother knowing about it ? Somehow i'm curious when is the end of my life .

When you have to look away

When you don't have much to say

That's when I love you

I love you Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speakor see you walk with two left feet

That's when I love youI love you...endlessly

And when your mad cause you lost a game

Forget I'm waiting in the rain

Baby I love you

I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Cause that's when I love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love you

When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Because the movie, it made you cry

That's when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

That's when I love you

I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date

That look that u give when you show up late

Baby I love you

I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight

You can count on me for life

Cause that's when I love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love you

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love you

When I love you no matter what

That's when I love

When nothing baby

Nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough

That's when I love you

When I love you

NO matter what

No matter what

2007-03-16T13:31:00.000-07:00

TO :
alan - I'm totally fine . NOT IN PIECES =)

berlin - Yes you steal without my permission ! SUE YOU !! haha .

marcus - That's a very short tag ,TEDDY BEAR ! =)

adeline - OH no OH no! haha . im linking you later =)

alan - HAHA . yeah she's a total bitch but who cares? =) thankyou btw .

peiqi - OF course it's not drawn by me ! My artwork is always nice and NOT cute .

Jullz - yeah . that's the very first time i think . =)

Huiwen - yeah . you too =)

Didnt go gg camp for some reasons ;(

I got a stressful life . Why should i always be the one doing this & that ? I'm the YOUNG-EST please !

I'm stress over ART ! That's a really irritating subject . My drawing just cannot reach those people standard!

OK , FORGET ALL ABOUT THAT . I'm suppose to be studying now BUT i ended up blogging !

It's okay . I remember that day I met one friendly & funny taxi driver. DOUBLE F ! At first i thought it will be a boring trip to vivo alone so i bought mp3 & magazine to pass the time . In the end this DOUBLE F malay uncle told me Itlay & Japanese jokes . It's so funny =) He told me bad things about guys too! & I totally agree with what he said. =x MOST IMPORTANTLY HE SAID THIS " Oh muhamud(spelling) idris ! He's a lucky man to get you ! " !!!!! IDRIS DARLING ! SEE THAT ? ;))

I want to watch Stomp The Yard because darling want to watch=) OH , there's this new shop i think is Island Wide (?) at Vivo City. Some of the things there are nice. & darling seems to like one of the wallet there . hmmmm .

FUNNY ! after beth beth house =)

LOOK AT THIS . haha. MR beh is inside =) CLASS 3E3 i suppose .

A machine at cine which sells umbrellas ! $6 each !!

He always give Funny facess !

2007-03-08T22:02:00.000-08:00

Bang the Wall & Break my Skull .

Bite my Finger & Feel the Numb .

Burst into Tears & End my Life.

2007-03-06T17:02:00.000-08:00

I WISH DARLING IS HERE NOW BY MY SIDE . I MISS HIM SO MUCH =(

I WANT TO HUG IDRIS , MY DEAREST EVER . =)

Idris <-- my lover =)

2007-03-06T16:47:00.000-08:00

I HATE THAT SUCKING BITCH ! SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS !

CURSE YOU TO DEATH !

2007-03-04T08:22:00.000-08:00

REPLIES :
alan : my blog is super alive now ! =)

xue : ya lah you . im interested with the poem =)

siewyee : VERY NICE =)

THIS HAPPENS WHEN I GET REALLY STRESS UP ! I LOOK LIKE .... G-H-O-S-* =X

TOO BORED .

After revision we had our 'dinner-tea' at The Cafe Shop . Alan & me ordered mud pie . Julius ordered something nice too . (i dont know the name)

After that headed home & SEE my sis did this for me =)

SO NICE =)

okay that shall be all for today . +)

2007-03-03T21:21:00.000-08:00

Meet siewyee in the morning . Peiqi was late due to ppl blocking her way out so she decided to go herself .

Went Mr Kan's house today =) gamble & I won 5 bucks ....... but it's better than losing . =)

CHUJUN & HAFIZ =)

=)

had nice food thr . then went to meet darling at BB MRT Staion . wanted to go town but we were scare that it will rain so we watched movie at WM .

NICE SHOW . =)

after movie we plan to have chicken rice . BUT while on the way thr .

CHUJUN : are you hungry?
SAYANG : no =)
CHUJUN : haha . actually i'm not hungry too =x

haha . we are just so used to eat after movie even when we are not hungry we still plan to eat .

SO went home instead .

THE END . I DIDNT MANAGE TO DO REVISION TODAY =(

2007-02-26T18:06:00.000-08:00

I want to watch Rocky Balboa ! It's out this coming thursday . I'm sure dearest idris darling would like to watch it too . Therefore , i shall watch it with him . =)

Did revision on last Sat & Sun . Now i know a bit more about Trigo but there's still a lot i don't understand about it . =( But nvm , I will work hard . MORE REVISIONs !!

ALAN drew this that day at Pizza Hut & i look like an insects !

erm . Actually i asked him to draw me this way=x

TOOK ON THAT DAY 7th mth =)

OKAY that shall be all for today . I still got ART to do !

REPLIES :

Alan : yeah . thankyou =) study hard too .
CassandraH : OH REALLY?! Yeah . LOVesss =)
Halimah : Hey sexy ! okok linked =)
Clarinda : Of COURSE ! you never even buy =x so bad .
Siewyee : YA KOREAN ! not bad not bad .
Peiqi : YES NEWYEAR ! A HAPPY ONE =)

2007-02-14T22:00:00.000-08:00

hello ! blog . =) im here to update! WHY ? because liyana asked me to check my mail . she sent smth so cute . OMG ! really super duper cute ! =) so sweet of her . =)

so today is valentine's day ! So fast 1 year have passed . i want a better life =)
received a lot presents today . THANKYOU . I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS !

there were two tests today! maths & phycis . i think i can pass because i got revise ! so later i shall revise my logarithum ? ok . maths . that log 1 2 3 4 5 6 ! confusing ! but nvm it's challenging! AKU CINTAI MATHS =)

see seee seeee

this is the cake i baked for sayang . & he msged me"very nice.. but too sweet.. but it's ok for me cos it shows that u r the sweetest girl in my life " !! omg . so sweet right !! haha =)

this is the necklace sayang gave me . he say is for a princess . =) wahahaha . im his princess!

guides is getting real fun ! we made accessories today . LOOK ABOVE ! i made those . NICE ! im so proud of myself =0

so that's almost all today. darling changed abit . =(

2007-02-10T23:51:00.001-08:00

after this post i think i will go back for revison . =)

didnt meet sayang for a 2 days ? already . =( he's so busy with work . urgh .
sister got back her results : L1R4 =10 & L1R5= 13 . it's kind of disappointing that she get C6 for pure chemistry . OMG ! but the others sub is B3 or above . =) i think she did quite well & need to be rewarded . =) anyway im changing my aim for O' . i want to score better than my sister ! =x

tmr got trainning for footdrills but i dont know i can make it or not . because tmr will be the second day !! irritating .

the blue rose that sayang got for me that day=)

GUCCI RUSH PERFUME =)

Valentine's Day card i made !=)

IM SO NICE =)

2007-02-09T21:00:00.000-08:00

i did a card for darling ! a nice one 1 =)

2007-02-08T21:03:00.000-08:00

school is fine but i start to dont like history . NONO ! this cannot happen . i must do smth to it. anyway i finished my hmwk before coming online =)

CHUJUN = GOOD GIRL ;)

mum so nice . she got me a red dress ! =) haha . & i kind of like it . yeah . & i can wear almost 90% red on cny =) ! wahahahaha . it going to be a lucky year for me . actually i want to have yellow instead .cus the fortune teller said yellow is a lucky colour for everybody this coming new year . BUT i think if ALL or 90% yellow ! i will look like pineapple =x hahaha . anyway i got a top at topshop for newyear already . is pink = very very light red SO = red ! =)

mum got me the gucci rush perfume for me too . the salesgirl is so what ! she got those kind of look down on people attitude. i dont want to buy cus of her attitude but mum different . she's really angry so she bought the perfume immediatly and from another salesgirl instead . =x
shld i thanks that woman for helping me to get my perfume? that sick woman ? hmm . BUT I DONT LIKE HER ATTITDUE AT ALL! like in chinese dog eyes see people low ! urgh . -vomit

darling haven call ... aku rindui mu !

2007-02-05T17:14:00.000-08:00

im feeling real angry , upset & disappointed over something !

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present .

& for this i think i going to end the 3 days silent ?

-->never take away someone's hope because that may be the only hope that have .

anyway this morning i went school at 7am & i alight at the very next stop & walked back home ! that's so malu .

ytd i went town with darling . for the ard 6 hrs of shopping i got myself one blet & 3 earrings only . horrible . i am suppose to get new yr clothes .

no photos taken ytd cus darling said he's ugly ......
oh . & i plan to wear at least 90% red on cny ! the red -er the better! =) because GOOD LUCK .

if i were to say out . i wont be the bad person anymore . =(

i dont wish to be unhappy . i dont wish to be sad . so i shall not be angry anymore . really ! im strong =) no more quarrels . unless ....

2007-01-30T14:55:00.000-08:00

im in com lab 1 now =) is like a gaming place . almost everybody playing online games! but im doing research on drugs for my ART !! good girl indeed . =)

2007-01-28T19:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday we got a horrible quarrel & i think everything just nearly end . i didnt sleep for the whole night just to wait for his call but he didnt . honestly at that moment i felt really sad & don't know who to find to talk to . ='( for the first time i felt so lonely. i kept laughing at 'un-funny' things for the whole night trying to forget how sad am i . urgh . of course i didnt success . yes , darling is right all these happened after he start to work & he plan to quit his job to solve all these problems ... honestly i dont think it works so obviously i don't allow soooo he can't quit in the end . Although now everything seems to be okay but somehow i find something not so right !! ='(

2 BAD NEWS :

1) we quarrelled real badly =(

2) im seriously tire now (with swollen eyes & eyebags)

IN CONCULSION , MY CURRENT MOOD IS : SAD , 'SAD-ER' , 'SAD-EST ' !!

2007-01-27T12:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday was cross country day . siewyee & i carried out duty as rear - runners. It was really tiring !! ran after the upper sec boys & rushing to the finishing line ! die die die ! i was feeling real uncomfortable while walking/jogging/running the 4.5km. i heard weird sounds . ahh . okay so after all the RUNNINGsss it's prize presentation time . then GG were asked to pick up litters when everybody else have already been dismissed. as a nice person i helped out! =)) oh talk about nice i wrote something real thick-skinned in my CME work . there's this qn " things that you spend too much time on " & my answer to it was : "i help others too much until i forget about myself ! " hahaha . =) that's so not true but that's what's in my mind at that moment =x. okay back to ytd ... soon everything was cleared so we plan to go bukit timah for dinner . to our surprise there's still a lot of people at the bus stop . urgh . every bus were packed with dunearn studentsss . while waiting for the bus i took 1 photo with hakim .

oh ya & in class during the 4 REAL LONG periods of Maths lessons i drew this -->

=) im a artist ! yeah .

yes , talking about ART im stuck at page 2 & i cant find any photos that i like & i am kind of lazy to do it . =( ok . so i think i will do other homework first ! Anyway sister got herself a new shoe & i quite like it .=0 i also want !

TWO NOT SO GOOD NICE = BAD NEWS :

1) i didnt do exercise yesterday ! that's horrible . today shall be double !

2) that day during guides i wore a short & tight polo tee ! ahh . seee --->

it's near horrible =x

now is time for TWO GOOD NEWS :

1) my muscle ache aint that pain =)

2) i still love guides life . =)

2007-01-25T21:32:00.000-08:00

updatess . =)

school fine .
studies esp ART stress .
cca loving it .

i will be on duty tmr with siew. I think she will be real crazy tmr ! it's the first time in my life i'm a rail???? runner . ?!! i don't know how to spell it . oh & i think it is kind of cool =)

anyway i spent six months with darling like this -->

im studying & darling idris watching VCD =)
& im such a sweet person that i drew this on 6th mth for darling --->

& he told me he's speechless =D

im on diet now ! im serious this time round . & im really stress over v.day . NO $$ !! ='(

sad to say : DARLING HAVEN CALL ME !! ='(( i got to save more drafts then ...

DARLING SLEEPING IN MY ARMssss . IM SO MAN ! hehes

2007-01-13T08:35:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL LIFE = NO LIFE ...

2007-01-07T10:00:00.000-08:00

i got darling the portable DVD player =) for that i used up all my $$$! =xx & now im like left with only 5 bucks in my wallet . urghhh .

ok anyway i want to get a new phone . my phone is spoilt & is worse than before . i wish to have a touch screen hp! & brother recommand me to get the Motorola A1200. & i think it's really nice i want+)) !

2007-01-01T21:56:00.000-08:00

new year resolutions
- study real hard & i mean it .
- be cheerful & with very good temper =) i can!
- be more independent .
- save more money
- treat idris better *

yesterday went town with darling . karol msged me & we plan to meet for countdown cus she going town too . as usual darling came and we took 190 to town . dropped at TANGS and went shopping . went wisma then to taka then to herrens . got my bag at herrens . was thinking whether i shld get the limited edition addias or num bag . the price are the same so i asked karol & she told me addidas is common num better . so i get the num bag instead . i think mine shld be the older type ? the salesman introduce new stuff for me but i think it isnt that nice & the saleman also think the one i got now is more suitable for me =) darling got the bag for me as xmas present. so nice of him! he got me a nike pouch case too . i using that as a pencil case. darling saw a nike bag & he seem to like it a lot . wanted to get it for him but i didnt bring enough money =( anyway we got the same flip flops.
after that we went to take neos . i cant upload because i got no scanner !! ok . karol came & find me at neos shop . she took neos with hafiz too !

had food at taka . darling got rice with some dishes . we all share it . then ya kun & cheese balls too! so nice . walk ard & i got a rip curl small purse for amanda . then we cab to esplanade .
before that we went to marina to spend time away .. played aracade . then pool . i lose . but darling won ! happy *

countdown isnt successful . there's rain & so on . i show temper to darling . im really sorry ! =(((
darling ! no matter what u are still the best . although i ended the day with tears but darling i really have strong feelings towards you & nth can stop it . i hope you wont get tire of me . i trust you . =) YOU ARE MY LOVER , THE DEAREST EVER =)

ok . today went out with darling =) we watched curse of the golden flower . NOT NICE ! karol bluff me! so bad . darling haven call me & im missing him so badly now =(
anyway i think i going to fetch darling tmr . into sky tower ! this time going to be a sucessful one =))

2006-12-31T02:29:00.000-08:00

darling was really tire just now . im sorry for being so demanding & not understanding . i miss you ! =)

tmr is our shopping day=))

2006-12-29T19:31:00.000-08:00

im disappointed with darling idris =( WORK COME FIRST FOR HIM !

2006-12-28T10:33:00.000-08:00

SAD is the word to describe how i feel now . =(
wanted to give darling a surprise by sending him to work but fail . i saw him on the bus 188! but he didnt see me on the roadside . cried on the way home . why ? i also dont know .

2006-12-26T19:06:00.000-08:00

on 25th dec
i got sayang a present ! & it's really funny of him to like it . a UFO . hahaa =xx he told me it's fun! but when i try , i find it so hard to control ! & so not so fun . anyway i got a photo laminated for darling .

he's really happy =) hehe . thanks siewyee for accompanying me =)) -love we had nice food there at hong kong cafe eh -)!
after town with siew i went to harbour front cus i want to fetch darling from work . i remember him saying that he think it's sweet if the girl go into the skytower there to fetch the boy . SO im like want to try too . i didnt have enough cash to take cable car so went to take bus.

bus-ed to sentosa & i asked the person about the skytower admission fee . it's 10$ ! ass . i shld have bring so back up money lah .-( so i decided to wait outside skytowe instead of inside .the people there is damn damn lot . & im scare that darling may be off from work early & what if he were to take cable car & didnt notice me ?! wah . really stress . so i took the sentosa bus back to habour front . im like some kind of idiot that got nothing better to do !! i went back to the entry of the cable car there & wait . waited for going 2 hrs!!!

thn saw darling with his IC ! darling workplace IC is like so pretty & im damn jealous when i saw them walking out together ! urghhhhhh . but i will trust sayang . hmmm ..
ok . so we went shopping around then home sweet home .

on 26 dec

i accompanied darling to go make his ic . yeah , is like finally -) we bullshit with each other while waiting for the real long queue . haha . & the counter auntie sided me when darling asked me to help him throw the wrappers into the small dustbin just next to me but i dont want. hahahaha . so nice of the aunite. after that we went to bugis cus i wanted to have the laska there but in the end i saw KFC & so i changed my mind =x . darling went to order the food & he came back with smth funny to share with me . here it goes . darling told me there's a indian? couple beside the next counter . & the guy said he want one more ice-cream . the counter is like huh ? we dont have ice-cream . then the guy pointed to the ' wipped (spelling) potato & asked " thn what is this? " hahahha . he so funny can . how can he actually think that wipped(spelling) potato is icecream?! alamak sia .
after food we went topshop . there's a top there quite nice , i want to get for darling !! =0
darling bought me the takoyaki balls ! so nice-)) then we mrt to bb cus i wanted to try his UFO & we need to get the 'death note 2 ticket first .
after we got the ticket we went to arcade to play bomb bomb man !! died so early ! cus the controller like spoilt . =x then we procced to darling''s hse there to play UFO .ended up it's not fully charged & we didnt play for long . i saw otah & asked darling get it for me . =) hahaaa . then i saw cup-noodles , i asked darling to get for me too ! went back to wm again to watch death note . the show so nice . going 2 hrs i think . darling said sneak preview is they got cut a few parts one ! urgh but i thot sneak preview is there's more ?! ok nvm . went home ALONE after that ! cus darling tmr got work i dont wish to tire him out . darling said it's the 2nd time . yeah . good that you know . but i thot is third? haha . nvm . it's just a fun day with darling .
anyway ! darling suggested that we shld take pic of everything that is 21! hahha . funny him .
i miss him so much. ..

later going ppq hse !

2006-12-24T20:00:00.000-08:00

yesterday smth happened . after nap mum told me that dad need to go back army & he's selected to be smth like a police post . then i'm like excited want go li siao my father about it . i went to him & asked " pa , u going back reservise(spelling)? u so old already . hahaha . still selected to be a police . is it like my maths teacher go changi airport there like that ." my father replied " huh ? what ! who told you that ? " i replied " ma lah . she told me u are selected as police. hahaha . " my father replied " NO LAH! is your brother not me! " & he went laughing ... im like so pai seh . then went to ask my mum & she said that she told me is brother she didnt say is dad ! ahh . whatever lah ...

today

im like sending email to myself thru idris's hotmail ! so sweet eh .. ok . today i stayed at home for almost the whole day . others shld be outside counting for x'mas . haha . i not really interested in that . =x i helped mother to sort out some thingy & she did this ...

then my sis asked "who u did this for ?" then my mum replied " for u both lah .". then my sis said " i love u is only saying to one person .". then my mum said " huh then i add one s lor " .
haha .she so funny lah .. oh . i went plaza in the afternoon & guess who i saw ?! i think i saw mr beth . I THINK LAH . not very sure . haha. he's currying a backpack with his wife & child . he's trying the sample foods at express there ! hahahahaa . so much like him .

idris haven call me. today he shld be off at 6pm! & look at the time now , it's already 8pm! ok . maybe he OT ?????? hope nth bad happened ..

i want to get a x'mas present for sayang =)

for 25th , if i didnt blog ..
MERRY X'MAS EVERYBODY !! -)

2006-12-23T11:41:00.000-08:00

on 21st ..

brother lent me his d.can !! so nice . ok . went The Cathay to watch night in the museum with darling idris .we plan to watch the holidays too but the timing isnt right so we watched ONE ! the night in the museum is nice . =) everybody is like laugh until don't kn0w what . there's one part where the big rock said smth like ' you this dumb dumb ,give me gum gum ' haha . & i tot of my blog ! yeah . dumb-square .=) ook .after that we went to shop around at the cathay . d.idris said he will buy me the school bag i want . so nice of him . =) after that we went to PS to get my earrings & necklace i bought online . d.idris paid for it .. erm is i asked him to . =x

we spent the whole day together ..
oh i bought a 3$ slippers from waston because my heels is killing me ! =x
next day we went to museum ! so cool lah . actually we plan to take boat but while we were walking we saw a museum & i suggested going in . & so we went .

ASIAN CIVILISATIONS MUSEUM ! after that to THE CHANGI MUSEUM about POWs .
i wanted to go RAFFLES MUSEUM OF BIOVERSTIY RESEARCH too . but d.idris look very tire . im tire too so we proceed home .

actually can go ppq hse mahjong but in the end don't know why we cant go already=( i want mahjong lah !! & i miss my friends ..

2006-12-19T23:32:00.000-08:00

all the things above . the leather belt , white watch , pen case & heart shape coin purse are nice . RIGHT? cool . i want! price unknown . urgh ..
I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! someone get them for me please .....

& this bag so nice
http://www.coach.com/content/product.aspx?product_no=8913&category_id=68

I JUST NEED A LOT OF $$ !

2006-12-18T19:36:00.000-08:00

went to idris's grandpa hse ytd . it's a happy day with sayang. i love him =))
ytd night rain was scary ! ok . watched eragon ytd & darling fell asleep . so rude . =x before the movie starts he still remind me not to sleep !!

life wont be perfect . =(
there's something very true .. if you gain something you will lose something ..

sayang & saya

i miss last year b'day . them .. -(

i miss ...

2006-12-16T16:08:00.000-08:00

saw karol's blog just now . she & hafiz sooo sweet ! been really long since i last went out with my darling =( he's always busy with work ... NO TIME FOR SAYA !

i bought my school shoe already . so nice ! i love it pls =) hope won't be the same as siew one . just rmb that she got one converse shoe too . haha . paiseh sia if same . i got darling a brown polo tee too . hope he will like it . mother paid it for me first so later need to return her the money. if not = not i buy!! =x

school shoe

for darling

i need to get school bags , stationarys & pencil case too . school reopening sooooooon ! i saw a nike pencil case just now . quite nice but mother don't agree with me ! so didnt get it but i want . ehhh . stress ..

21st approaching +))

2006-12-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

i saw a research on 100 people about what is the thing they want most for xmas ! & know what ? is MONEY! iwant money as xmas present too! +) everybody is like so realistic . right ? MONEY MONEY MONEY !!!

i haven been studying/revising for long . bad bad . have been going out these few days non-stop . eh , need to cover back the time i didnt enjoy during nov . =) just now went lot 1 and saw a converse school shoe. NICE ! mother spot it. 60$ =) I WANT !!!!! kk . i gonna get it if i cant find any other nicer one . im wondering if there's any gathering for us again . i need to get bag also . still remember karol , alan & me plan to get the school bag together . hope can if not i'll be getting another one i saw the other day . =Xx

that day i saw a dress at taka 89$ very nice .i want ! but don't know worth it a not. hmmm .
i want the i-cat also . i think very nice .

SEE!!

NICE RIGHT ? agree with me please ..

mother got some look like pimples thingy on her neck . & she say is very pain . =( -worry i hope everything will be very very fine for her soon ..

idris haven call me . imisshim =)
9 more days to x'mas .....

2006-12-14T18:22:00.000-08:00

i got quite a few things these few days . =) dress .. blet .. all these lah !! happy . anyway is 'defintaion' --smth like that . a brand ? cus i got a top there for dearest and it cost ard 80 . okok . it's isnt very nice lah . -X i told the person i buying it for fun . haha . & is real .

ok . see . from the request from siew i took photoss of two things i bought . im lazy to take all .

the high heels

& the handbag / c..... dontknowhowtospell

say is nice pls . thankyou =))

okok . went bugis just now ,then lavender thn town with mother & sister . i wont elaborate cus this entry is retype one & i need to go plaza later. NO TIME !!
my toe is bleeding . KNOW WHY ? cus i accidentally step onto a guy & i got my toe injure instead ! whatever lah . he shld be the one that is injured what ! that's so urghhhh ..

x'mas is just next week ??

2006-12-11T12:53:00.000-08:00

that day idris stuck in the cable car ! alamak . scary lah . i cried real badly cus i scare something bad will happened -touchwood . but lucky didnt . he's stuck there in the sky with his friend for ard 2 hrs ++ ? ok . i don't know . -stress

ok. a lot of things happening .... no mood to blog anymore .

2006-12-07T19:26:00.000-08:00

on 041106

went town with ppq to get present for karol . thn i suggested to get siew one belated present too =) so got karol a roxy purse ? ok . i don't know to to describe it . =x thn got siew a quicksilver shirt. both are nice =))
saw peirong , yunhong & jieying while going down the escalator . we went up back to have a little talk . oh & that day is yuhong's birthday .so we wished her happy birthday =))
after that went mango . nth caught our eyes so we went to topshop . ehh . saw siew & her aunt &amp;& brother && kevin ? that cute little boy . =) - talkssss
went forever 21 i bought a brown top . thn while ppq is in fitting room . i saw siew again ! haha . -talkssss again .
after that we went to alot more shops. i forgot wht . but i bought a top at zara . ppq cant get hers cus she cant find her size . oh ya . went pull n bear too . the place whr ppq got her thingss.
we went to cine to watch penguins . i seriously forgot the name . it is a very nice show =) though is cartoon. we met some funny guys in the lift too.
hahahahahaha . they are real funny .

051106

i stayed at home? seriously i don't remember i gone through this day!! urghhhh .

061106

karol's birthday . met dearest in the afternoon. thn after meet siew at lrt station at 6 =) we are the first to reach thr . karol's mum asked us to help her with the things . & so we did . after that followed by ppq & clari . then then karol , hafiz , alan and so on ......... sorry im lazy to type =Xxx
had fun at karol's hse . the indo card is fun !! i drank twice . first time is nth . the second time is like hell ! god . i only drank half . & i vomit out abit . ahhhh . horribleeeeeee !!
hafiz was lucky but still have to drink in the end . we played cheat =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAROL !! =))

071106

wanted to go change passport photo but idris need to go interview . urgh. so half way we decided to go his interview instead of going change passport photo . after that met amanda awhile . thn went home to cook . thn came out to meet idris awhile again . =)

im feeling sick . suddenly got flu . & is really suddenly one lah !!!!

TODAY

i just read a email ...

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

all these so much like idris . hahaha . idris is the best -))))) !

2006-12-02T18:41:00.000-08:00

hihihihihi ! here's my proper update . =) for the past 1 mth plus plus im been working real hard! oh & i drilled until my index finger (nail thr) . not until but through it . seriously PAIN! want my life huh . went to see doctor for that & got some pillssss & injection . haha . the injection isnt pain cus the pain from my index finger is more power ! can i use power this word? okok .nvm . think readers can get the meaning .

wht more happened ? hmmm ..

ok. on ppq's bday we went to have steamboat . oh ya . i still rmb that im stuck outside my hse cus i forgot to bring key back . i left it at my workplace . & suay suay all my family members will be reaching home late that day. stupid !! & so i cant meet them in time to watch the movie =(!!
there's smth not very pleasant happened during steamboat . i hope it wun happen again . it makes us really unhappy & worried . miss !! don't let it happen again !!!!

more....

ok . idris made a rose for me see

so nice -)) thn he also bought a mos burger bear

so cute eh ?

ok. i wonder where's my the other thing that he promised to buy for me . hmmmmm .....

kk . never mind about that first . let's talk about today. i woke up early & cooked mee for myself . got very cute stuff .

devils n stars . hahaha . it look nice but don't really taste very nice. okok only lah .
oh. anyway got notice one of the stars got very evil eyes . =X look scary huh ..

here i shall end with , i miss all my friendssss ............

2006-12-02T12:14:00.000-08:00

hi!! i left my blog alone for 2 months plussss . that's horrible . i will update later . going out now . =))

2006-09-21T19:43:00.000-07:00

CA2 over and now is preparation for end of year . this blog is rotting . i got no time and no mood to bother about it . but now the feeling slowly come back . =)

didnt really score well for CA2 but there's some improvement but overall kanna pull down !!
today got maths tutorial for failure . im one of them . but the re-test i passed . so okay already -) wanted to go for physic tutorial with huiwen after maths one . in the end im really tire or u can say is lazy . so we both didnt went & never inform her =!!
went plaza after maths , stop ard thn went home .
didnt meet with dearest today . i mean really meet . =( but im happy that dearest came dwn to fetch me .

the worse creature ever

my ending will be - i love dearest =)

2006-08-13T19:30:00.000-07:00

im back blogging .yes . blog . went home alone ytd !!
ok . first time . nvm !! forget abt that . but saw huiwen on bus . she sent me home instead !
yes. thanks boy - ))
anyway planned to study today . but i fell aslp .
& slpt for 5 hrs plus . yes yes . im too tire .

ok . planned a challenging game with dearest . hope we both can really tahan through .
i will miss dearest like hell . yes . really !!
dearest never make brkfast for me already!! sad lah . -(
& he is so wat . haha . took photos but he's the one deciding wan or dun wan .
ehh . i thought that's for girls . yeahyeah . & so he deleted away . ah lah . no commentsss . :Xx

hope sis can score well for her prelims . or isit o's ? nvm . jus all the best lah . =)
im nice . erm . ok . yes . im seriously bore now . can someone jus entertain me !!
sch's tmr . hope it wun be boring . got footdrill test soon! n i dunnoe the long commandss .
im lousy . someone jus help me!

lost & not found !! urgh . *

2006-08-10T02:35:00.000-07:00

IM MISSING IDRIS RIGHT NOW ! =(

2006-08-10T00:11:00.000-07:00

happy national day !! =))

IM WAITING FOR CALL NOW!!!
i said half an hr . but now is like an hour already .
so wat rite ?!! =(

went watched click today . didnt really pay attention to the show .
but last part i drop some tearss . hello . is precious . =Xx haha .
godgod . anyway i will make a special trip back to the counter tmr to ask things .
yesyes . chujun is nice =)

watched my super ex girlfriends wit my girlfriends with some guys that day . =) it's real funny lah . im like laughing real loud . very very loud . cant be conrol =xx the words said in the show is like real open . hahahaha .

common test soon !!! yesyes . & i seriously need alot of revisions .

aku rindu kaumu =)

LOOK HERE

& THERE !

2006-08-06T13:05:00.000-07:00

ok . hi people . i just completed one of my guides assigment. =)
it's smth proud i think . i can get the badge already .
anyway im aiming for smth high but i lost my handbook . tell me how sickening can this get !!
urgh . ass . i lost my belt too ! irritating . need get new one ! know how far is it ? is at bishan !
FFFFFFFF !!

anyway i really hate BEH!! cus he dunnoe how to teach n he noes nth . !!!
alvin li n lingjin still hav to teach him lah .is like so wth ...

ok . smth scary . qunhui's fault huh ! haha . i hurt my hand cus of that !! pain .

erm . ytd went to town for movie . but full! got seats but is separated one ! it's irritating. im like keep complaining the slow-ness of their services . haha . IN THE END ! NO MOVIE FOR THE DAY ! my click show lah . stupid . nvm . went eat thn meet dearest's friends n went to esplanade for fireworks . nice pls . really nice .=)) thn went gobmak for mac thn home .
happy day spent with dearest . his friends are real funny . anyway im real sad & disappointed that dearest cant catch the toy in the machine . =(

BAD NEWSS ! saw ppq's blog . lucify lose! what's wrong . soul shld be the last lah . stupid . -(((

ok . CHUJUN WEARING RED POLO TEE ON NATIONAL DAY! +)))

kaya bread && eggss

PRESENTS !!!

PRESENT!!!

the first time dearest really made me angry he bought this

& this =)

the second time . he bought these !! =))

2006-08-02T23:05:00.000-07:00

ok . it's tiring . marching . u know marching ?!!
haha . rehersal for ndp ! is like so fast aug already .
yesyes . time flies . =)

i got breakfast today .hahaha .ppl jealous pls =)
anyway . beth is back today . sickening lah .
why is he back . stress . but i do understand the maths .
cus i got listen ! but dun understand all . he himself dun even know how to do lah .
still ask alvin li . idiot lah !!!
n yes peiqi always slp . yes slp !!! haha .
but i make use of her name to cook . !!! funny n lame reason by me . =Xp

oh ya . watched the lake house with dearest last week.
erm . not bad lah . haha ! actually no comments . =)
ok . it's late . really late . i wan to slp already +)

byebye .

somehow still there =)